cheat day/weigh in day...finally decided.. TOM/Ovar. Cysts.. *GIRL BLOG*

Alright, so.everyone is human. I think? HAHA... i have decided, that IF i'm to have a cheat day, it will be Saturdays, followed by a weigh in on Sunday. This way, if i DO cheat, i won't go overboard...and be more aware of what and how much i'm eating..that i shouldn't eat.. and will ask, IS IT WORTH IT? Yesterday, I made the Terrible mistake of over doing it with the coffee, and not eating food, before Tyler's (WINNING 14-2) Playoff game... so, by the end of the game, i was Starving..and my bff,the kids and I went to Hibachi. NEXT TIME i will attack the salads and protiens..not the other crap, as .. that's how i feel today..LIKE CRAP.. more guilty, than hung over. Regardless, the scale only went up a pound.. and i was smart enough to keep my "gurdle" on, with my somewhat tight (meant to be that way) Jeans... I could feel my belly quickly fill with the junk, and knew when to stop vs.. going to a buffet, with the usual elastic waist pants...and just eating til i want yo blow.
Last night however, i know i burned the Calories, or..some of them anyway, as we (bff and I) sang a lot of karaoke *HELLO AB WORKOUT*! and some Dance Central.

As for today, dunno WHY? could be the junk that i ate, but... i mean..TMI WARNING* I am on the pill... I have ovarian cysts... I used to get terrible TOM's... now it's somewhat under control, but i've noticed, lately, that the cyst has been acting up.. feeling.. full, and painful, with random spasms somewhere in that area.. painful.. but also..feels like a baby kicking almost? Well, Now, I wake in the middle of the night last night, with aweful cramps and a pop feeling.. i was so tired, i didn't think anything of it, but today.. i now have terrible cramps, and bleeding :( Did the junk contribute? Who knows.. I do know however, i'm hurting today. so, gonna have to wait it out, and see if it subsides otherwise,i have to call the dr. *shudders*