Hmm..earlier today.. Neen came over... i showed her how to make oopsie rolls, (i added shredded cheese n garlic) mmm... made Oopsie French Toast... Reeses style mousse and cheesecake... i don't remember if i made anything else.. BUT the goods were Great! OH! I also made chex mix flavored nuts w air popped popcorn. I'm not making anything for dinner tonight :*( But that's bc my mom wants to bring me out.. so, we are gonna go to salad works. I don't really feel like goin out anywhere today.. It's been a very rough day for me.. starting with the car from hell............... smelled like someone was burning electric cables under the hood... the engine light is on....... SERIOUSLY FOUL MOOD.. (from not smoking) it's finally kicking in.............. so, i took an anxiety pill, which helped a little. Still... i'm really sleepy... and cranky.. and i just don't wana go anywhere. but, it's hard to say no to my momma... it's been a long time since we went out, ya know? I like goin out.. but usually when we go out..we go to DPs and get a huge margarita...and chow down on chips and dp and stuff.... NOT THIS TIME :/ This is where Lc can be a bit of a downfall. It's really hard to get out and eat... you really have to be prepared in advance. I WISH more places would be more LC friendly.. like.. HOW ABOUT EVERYONE SELL DREAMFIELDS! how about EVeryone has the "sub w splenda" option? Flax bread vs white bread......... It bums me out...... bc it's SO easy to make that stuff here at home... but it's also nice to go out. I felt so bad yesterday.. mom sent me nutrinional info on the 2 places we might go to............ and i got SO MAD at the amount of CRAP/TRASH/POISON IN my fav foods.. that i responded with....:
id rather cook my own food. these ass crackin body poisoning jack offs are the reason most americans are fat huge... diabetic or worse. everything has added sugar breading grease...even the salad dressings.. its bull!! its reasons /places like these that make me wish i was tiny and had good dna. (meaning No diabetic genes... as im SUrrounded by it) Now, if i was full blown diabetic vs prediabetic... i'd be able to spit on all the people out there like ME NOW, and say HAHA Screw you Jen! Pass me the Sugar and beans pls... AND then stab myself w a lil insulin and call it a day. It's all BULLSHIT! def not fair. Am i a lil angry?? YES.. I'd say so!!!! it's not fair... It really isn't! AND .. diabetes isn't just a label with insulin pumps/needles... it's also.. potentionally fatal... ya loose limbs/fingers/toes... it's a 24/7 job to care for yourself.. i mean.. in the middle of the night.. say you're on a pump.... that thing starts beepin.. You better pray that you Hear it, so you can get up and fix it b4 ur knocked out and in some kinda shock. Needles to say, these are only Some of the many reasons i'm doin all i can to reverse my issues here... i don't wanna live my life like that. it just sucks is all.. bc i LOVE FOOD! BUT, i'm workin on makin LC food taste like normal food...and so far... so good. MAN! This withdrawl thing is pretty rough! lol i'm gonna go lay down for a while... I cant wait til all this is over with!
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